u/FederalNeat765

I was wondering how it works and if it really would made me into someone who has to beg or maybe give more blackmail material just to use my phone for a little bit...

I have no experience in that application, but saw it in a few post on some reddit subs.

DM me if you want more info about myself (=^w^=)/

Updated the logins

Does anyone know how Anydesk work ?

my adress being numbers 1158393994

and my password is naked69loan

I got a new computer and I am setting it up, anyway, there shouldn't be much on it just some trip photos, and my google accounts, so i wonder how can that be problematic.

I am going to the pool, so please don't dig too hard and don't delete my video edits, i have yet to export them.

Does anyone know how Anydesk work ?

I got my adress being numbers 496473454

and my password is debtprostitutionruin69

I got a new computer and I am setting it up, anyway, there shouldn't be much on it just some trip photos, and my google accounts, so i wonder how can that be problematic.

I am going to the pool, so please don't dig too hard and don't delete my video edits, i have yet to export them.

Updated the ID: Does anyone know how Anydesk work ?

I got my adress being numbers 1158393994

and my password is nakedloan69

I got a new computer and I am setting it up

Does anyone know how Anydesk work ?

I got my adress being numbers 496473454

and my password is debtprostitutionruin69

I got a new computer and I am setting it up

I am a crossdresser, living my daily life as a girl.

You can easily know what I look like and whether I am passable or ugly: I have a slightly famous tiktok "Uglypotatoe" account as a cosplayer.

I like bdsm a lot, and I am excited by despair situation (you can type China naked loan for example, this is stuff I like, I even willingly got into debt slavery once): I love to be in situation that may be exciting at first, but once I realize I can't stop when I don't want to "play" anymore, and I am forced to obey, that is so exciting when I have to submit when I don't find it exciting...

I would like to find someone who can blackmail me. I will ofc provide all necessary materials, ID card included. Ideally would lead to faproulettes, non consent, loss of human rights,...

If you are in France, I can move easily in order to proceed with some serious exploitation.

From experience, I now know it hurts and sometimes feel really nothing but pain when I am forcefully raped.

But I always wondered if I still get wet and excited because I am a masochist, or if it is a female body reaction that cannot be controlled.

What is sure is that, before/after the rape, imagining how degrading, objectified I will become, and how I will be brutalized, or remembering what happened, like thinking to myself "Wow, I was made to lick the feet of someone who raped me?", "omg, I really got raped by the guy from the supermarket?",... all of that excites me so so much.

When asked about what kind of sports I did before, people are so surprised by the amount of different sports I "did" before...

But the truth is, I always get into sports because I find their sports uniforms sexy.

While in uni, I started gymnastics and ballet, just to wear leotards in public, purposely forgetting my change of clothes, going out to the closest grocery store without changing, etc...

I did diving just to wear some sexy diving suits, full ones and high legs ones for warm waters.

I applied for a winter training for ice skating, to wear some competition costumes at the rink.

I joined a track and field club, so that I could wear the briefs and bra in public (often having the brief run up my ass).

Recently bought a horse riding sexy catsuit and paid for a year membership!

I wonder what clothes... i mean, what next sport I will give a try !

READ FIRST

First of all, a disclaimer: I do not condone anything involving money or such scams. Please be responsible and always wary about the difference between fantasy and reality. Please read the last part of my post, as it is really important to take into account, especially if your mind wandered fantasizing about this kind of stuff !!!

INTRO

For my part, I have been attracted to BDSM and the likes since really young, but only got into it for real once I left for business school.

I was into the full trust required for D/s and how romantic it was at first, then humiliation, then as I grew up and experimented some more, more and more extreme stuff, even those that disgusted me before, started to get my attention.

I tried a lot of things, I do not know everything, but I have done a lot, and stuff that people would think is unthinkable, but that's another story.

NAKED LOAN

While living in Japan for a few years, I heard about the naked loan scandals in Japan: borrowing money really fast and easily, in exchange of personal information and naked pictures holding your ID and an embarrassing video or three, depending on the lender (usually masturbation).

I got really into it, because I was attracted by CNC at the time, and really curious about how sexy and exciting it is to have a submissive obeying, not because she's a masochist or she wants it, but because she has no other choice. Such miserable state with only despair and obedience interested me a lot.

So I posted an ad on a specialized website for Japanese, and soon enough I was waiting outside, in a street around my home, at 10 in the night.

I waited for hours.

I even thought i was stood up, and honestly, kinda felt relieved.

Proud of myself for having the bravery to come at least.

But I still waited a bit more, and I ended up in a karaoke room, with a man who didn't even talked to me yet. Him seating. Me standing.

The discussion went straight to the point.

Do you understand what you are asking for ?

Yes.

Say it yourself.

I want to borrow money and sign a naked loan contract / IOU.

Why do you want that money ?

I want to buy some expensive cosplays for myself...

All right.

And just like this, he took out papers from his bag and put them in front of me, with a pen and ink.

We readed them together.

Surprisingly, he was really thorough with his explainations. He made sure I understood what compound interests meant. The dates for repayment. And more importantly the parts about late payment or defaulting.

If I did not repaid him and the interest of 10% on the due date, I agreed that all information and materials submitted as collateral were his own to use as he would see fit. Which meant exposure to my family contacts, company and possibly neighborhood or shady websites.

Also, a 20% compound interest would be added every 2 weeks until I fully repay what I owed him.

However, as he understood many things can happen in life, I would be allowed to ask for leniency regarding the exposure of my info and collaterals. The amount I owed could also be reduced in the same way.

And by that it meant accepting intercourse with him or anyone designated by him, any plays soft, SM or hardcore. But that would have to be my own choice and request and he would see if he accepts or not.

We talked more about his past experiences as money lender, about my masochistic streaks, and in the end, I was the one who had to ask for signing.

I used my hanko, gave him access to my phone to verify my contacts, my company infos, and my ID card to photograph.

Once everything was done, we turned up all the lights of the small karaoke room, and I went to the other side of the room, opposite to the door.

I help my ID card and the IOU, he took a few photos. Then I was ordered to strip. He took photos along the way.

And finally, I was photographed completely naked, holding my ID card, then the IOU, then both, then from the sides, from the back, spreading my ass cheeks, and finally, kneeling.

I read the IOU again while remaining kneeling on the ground.

He reviewed everything as I was left there waiting.

Finally, I was allowed to get my clothes on again.

He gave me the agreed amount of money and my copy of the IOU.

We went down to the lobby and he paid the karaoke fee. Then told me he will keep in touch until the payment due date, so to make sure I won't run away. Told me he expected me to default or fail on purpose, but warned me that once the debt amount snowballs, he will have no mercy. So I better pay everything as soon as possible.

10 days later, I was indeed not able to pay back the first time. Or more precisely , I said I couldn't. Of course on purpose. All the build up so far, it made my mind go crazy with anticipation. I was so horny...

And the reply I got just made me wet myself. Just the video of myself, kneeling naked and reading my debt contract, a few photos of me naked holding my ID clearly readable, and then a list of email adresses and physical adresses I recognized immediately.

A mix of fear, excitement, it's hard to describe it. But if one thing to say is that I begged like never had I ever begged in my life.

I begged for mercy. I begged him not to send it. I promised I would do better and repay everything, interests included. I begged to be used. I begged to be treated in the worst way possible, so please, please don't send it to anyone...

He sent me an address and a time, for late in this evening...

That night, I realized how serious he was about all of this. That he was not lying about not being that interested in me, but only in me repaying my debt.

For the next few months, I was used and abused sexually, but that sex was at a level I had never felt before. Sometimes reluctant, even forced, but gosh did i ended up loving it ! I was made to do some humiliating things, disgusting things, things that i fantasized about and also things i never ever would have fantasized about. I hated a lot of it, and I lived in some artificial despair but real stress about exposure. And tell you what, I have never been so sexually excited and satisfied in my life. But those would be too long to tell amd definitely flagged.

In the end, I cleared my debt. My lender deleted all the photos and videos, even our chats. And I took a whole 5 months off from any bdsm or related play. I took care of myself. And touched myself watching the blackmail materials that had accumulated and dreaming again about some of those intense moments \~

TO READ

This was risky, and I would never ever approve someone trying it. Here are a few safeguard I had prepared:

The Japanese man I met was filtered through many contacts I received. We talked clearly about everything and I confirmed with him how far he would go and how serious he was. I asked him about all the possibles things he could imagine using me for, and the worst he ever did to someone and the worst he would maybe do to me.

In the contact list, the company was not the one I was working for.

I had calculated the interests and everything: I PREPARED AN AMOUNT OF MONEY I WAS READY TO “INVEST” IN THAT EXPERIENCE.

As such, I had a safety net financially.

But I did pay that person more than I initially borrowed !

People I trust knew about what was happening and kept in touch if needed.

It was really intense despite all the safeguards I had. I felt despair, being used and having lost human rights. As a extreme pervert, I love it, but it was not easy and all fun and games.

This was my first “real” debt slavery, before trying the real China naked loan. It is such an horrible thing, but I have to admit that despite the horrors, I find it exciting and erotic.