I know I can be alot of things, but lately ive been feeling more kitty than puppy.
and i like being a kitty but im more of puppy so I guess im just half kitty I like to be a good kitty :3 meow!!!
Why am I finding farts hot from pretty women?????
PLEASE I CANNOT
Also..I might have a foot fetish but not really..
And and!!! I want to be fucked until I learn how to behave and not be like my bad self I am..
I want to be thrown around and stuff and let them handle me and throw a fit while they make me eat them out ugh that one video I watched awakened something in me..
I also have anal kink where I have to twerk on my butt plug sitting up or without one it feels so good it gives me tingles and all sensations in me I wanna put on a shoe for everyone so bad but UGH no I cant.
also!!! since I'm a puppy... I might be a wolf/husky/kitty cause I don't know what to choose like to be only one it's so hard I just wanna be everything!!!!
CW: Pup Play / Housebreaking (Outdoors)
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puppy has been going outside, this my second time going, and I was nervous about doing it but I did it anyway cause I love doing it cause it feels good but it feels werid to me after..is dis bad thing cause...Ive been thinking it makes me feel more comfortable in a way...
This is frustrating me and driving me insane. I just discovered I like to talk babyish and be a little girl but I am a big girl and I know not to be like a baby no more. but I hate discovering kinks I never knew I had or there new. KINKS are driving me crazy. it makes me feel crazy and freaking weird. also the exhibitionist kink feels like I wanna show off to much, and that'll be weird.i have so much more to add to this I don't know how many other kinks I have. The pet play/puppy play isn't the worst one I have. (I forgot to add..I have a breeding kink I desire to be breeded.)
I think I'm lost, I'm still pretty much new here...I I don't know what to do, I have new kinks basically everyday..I learn some other titles like masochist...I am a brat submissive puppy but sometimes I like to switch and be dominant but I'm really submissive, it's really hard to find somebody for me these days. I'm really growing mature right now in my mind space I want an "owner" so bad but I don't know the deets about me. but I put the stuff on the weheartbdsm site thing like boundaries..I think I'm just to calm right now, I'm rethinking everything. I don't know anymore. I believe there is limited options. thanks for reading this I'm just so so confuzzled as a lesbian here. I swear the top of my mind that I know there's someone out there for me but, some part of me is saying I won't find them. am I like...not interesting or not likeable as a person?..
Okayyyyyyy so MY favorite kink lately so far is anal kink and also is this called BEING needy if I want to be tortured by a mistress???? Like I need to be tortured as a bratty pup sub I wanna say all mean things and curse and get spanked over and over I need to be taught so well but I don't think it will work I think I'm like corrupted or something 😔😔😔
Okay I just thought of this and it's real hot to keep to my self
I want someone to put me in a chair, and put me in like arm stuff to keep me from moving them, (it's similar to a video i watched) but oh my gosh the way the video went where her gag didn't work and the mistress had to use her hand on her mouth while she moaned in it, that's what I want omg. I want to be used so much. Like please. Dear God of the lesbians. I need to be used on a chair idc if it's wax stuff or pinching stuff, or claw nails, I NEED EVERYTHING I want tease and denial I want EVERYTHING TOO. I need to be tortured. (Please tell me if someone feels this way too like oh my gosh.)
Okay so ever since I started to have an obsession with looking at chains, it makes me feel confident and more...good inside...I don't know if this is werid or not..
Side note (I don't know what sub red to post it on I think this may be a kink and also I have a question too I tried posting about this but deleted it, is this normal? I like to randomly hold and squeeze my lips down there for a release of comfort)
I am a husky for sure but I desire to be a wolf. I don't get it anymore. I need advice on this, can I be both?. (Is this my inner form?)..I wanna be a wolf cause I wanna howl like one with the others!..I wanna be a husky too but I'm confused. (sorry if I am posting it on the wrong sub idk where to post it)
Okay so, I never did anal that much only just used a butt plug, and I decided to use my 7 inch dildo and man...it felt like heaven...and I used my vibrator later and I squirted later also!! I never felt so good (lie I always do) but my ass is ruined in a good way hehe..I like it ruined and also!!! I think I am right..I have a spank kink but pain kink too!! seeing someone getting bruised on their ass turned me on and I'm trying to do that to my ass but it's hard, and seeing them get whipped god I need that in my life I just need a gf or a mistress ugh. I need a MOMMY DOM. (from a very very confident sub who thinks their dom but really they're a sub puppy.)
Okay so, I've been focusing on my boobs lately..my nipples get hard easily I don't get why but I love it when they stick out, I used to hate it I don't know why I like it now..is that some kind of kink?? (Does it add it to the exhibitionist kink?)
Nipple play?? okay, I wanted to try to twist my nipples yesterday and I never wanted to touch them cause they're so sensitive and I never liked touching them but this felt good weirdly...I might enjoy nipple pinching with the clipper things. I don't know and also I learned about temp play? I wish I can do that- when I was washing my hands and cold water splashed my stomach a bit it felt hot kinda in a way, so I splashed a bit again and it was good. I don't know if that was part of that. my bad guys for this post I don't know if there's a point to it or anything but I just wanted to express how I felt, and also why do I wanna buy a gag so bad to control my moans when I masturbate? (Usually I am used to not moan loud cause my family would hear so, yeah but recently I've been letting go and not caring and I whimper too lately my sessions have been going a bit to long but I end up cumming...kind of. but I have never felt so good treating my self, I just wish my owner was here with me irl...but maybe one day.
Guys I'm wondering if this is normal or something...I think I'm in love with my new owner that we just met today from a site. She's literally everything I ever dreamed of. I hope we talk more to get to know each other I know she's probably so busy she's 10 hours away which is good and sad but ugh I wanna meet her so bad am I cooked chat how can I calm down and slow my speed I'm just jumping straight to it and being fast talking I'm just too excited that i finally matched I guess.
Okay so so so EVERY DOM IS WELCOMED TO OUR GROUP CHAT we mostly have a sub fest in here...we need some doms to dom us up... (We are slutty for the dommies)
Hey!! I'm tryna make a gc on here!!! is anyone willing to be invited (idk what flair to put so I put that lol) (group chat forgot to put if nobody understands that) (if you guys wanna be added make sure your messages are allowed to message!!!)
Okay so some of my kinks are unexplainable for me this just started after watching stuff I like watching like women being tied up and spanked and stuff and it turns me TF on and I wanna go through that I get jealous lol and when people are rough I love it so much and also I like to hit my thighs till it leaves marks IS THAT SHIT NORMAL OR SOMETHING? NVM NOTHING IS NORMAL I HOPE IT ISNT WERID THOUGH...
Guys guys guys I think I squirted finally cause I was trying to calm my self down and focus on what I was doing and I did but it was painful but really good and I feel good about my self. I feel like a very good girl.