She masturbated without me today and I feel sad

We returned from vacation yesterday. It was a great week off, but getting back home was extremely exhausting. I only got 3 hours of sleep the night before we started very early in the morning. When we finally arrived home yesterday evening, I still had to prepare a lot for work today and - again - only got four hours of sleep. I was obviously locked for the last few days, and couldn't even think of any any form of play session or release.

So when I came back from work this evening, I found her vibrator in our bed. I just quickly asked her if she had masturbated and she smiled and said yes. I didn't comment on it, since I don't want to make her feel bad. However, I feel a little hurt. She could have told me to pleasure her yesterday and I would have done it eagerly. Or she could at least have sent me a picture or dropped me a quick message to tease me.

I don't even really know how I feel right now tbh. I'm aroused by the thought of her making herself cum. But I'm also envyous because I couldn't be part of it. Then, I want to feel happy for her that she can enjoy herself so openly, but at the same time I feel exlucded that she wouldn't even have told me about it.

I have strangely never felt this way and this is the first time in our five years of chastity play that her masturbating makes me feel kind of sad (?). I absolutely don't want to confront her about it, since I absolutely don't want her to feel bad in any way for masturbating. Even if I would just talk about my feelings. I don't even really know what I expect from posting here. Maybe somebody has ever experienced the same and might tell me, what I'm feeling? :D

Sidenote: She hates it, when I have masturbated in the past and it's one of the reasons why we practice chastity (amongst many others). I consider it a win-win-situation, since it's playing into my fetish. I have completely stopped masturbating a few years ago. She, however, can do as she wants and I often encourage her to pleasure herself.

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u/lockedrocketlove — 8 days ago

Dies anybody else masturbate like this? DM me ...

I recently came by masturbating like a girl. It was the most humiliating experience I ever had. But it also meant not having to get hard any more. Anyone else?

u/lockedrocketlove — 1 month ago

Accidentally came in my cage

My wife locked my dick in its chastity cage a week ago and I haven't been unlocked since or being allowed to cum. I am currently wearing a shaft-only device, which is probably the greates chastity cage I ever had. I was told that today would probably be my release day, so I was very looking forward to today's evening.

So, my wife woke up horny this morning and ordered me to satisfy her. I fully undressed myself (I am supposed to do so while taking care of her) and went to massage her clit through her pants with my hand. Her moaning made me incredibly horny already and I could feel my dick painfully getting hard in the cage. She came after two or three minutes and her orgasm made my dick pulse like crazy. I could feel the built up pressure and horniness in my dick.

After I was done, she turned to me, smiled, told me that I would have a wonderful evening with her and to look forward to what would come. In a random act of kindness/humiliation, she lightly grabbed my balls to "check how full they are".

This slight touch was too much for me. I could feel my semi-hard cock twitch like crazy in its cage and I started moaning. My wife immediately withdrew her hand but it was too late. After a massive hangtime of 30-40 seconds and heavy moaning, a little amount of cum started to flow out of my dick until it erupted, shooting about 10-12 ropes of cum while twitching like crazy. I came all over my belly, my legs and even covered my own face in my cum. My wife was just staring in a mix of amusement and hypnosis. Not the slightest touch, no further stimulation, it was a completely ruined/abandoned orgasm just from a light touch on my balls.

It was so humiliating and hot at the same time. I tried to clean myself with a few paper towels but ultimately had to take a shower, since there was cum everywhere.

I am still extremely horny, but I am afraid what's going to happen to my promised release. The last time I came without permissions, I was a week ago, where I earned to 1-week-lockup punishment. Let's see what will happen this evening ...

Has anyone ever had this happen? Does your KH actively support or train you for premature orgasms? Any similiar experiences?

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u/lockedrocketlove — 2 months ago

I came in my cage

My wife locked my dick in its chastity cage a week ago and I haven't been unlocked since or being allowed to cum. I am currently wearing a shaft-only device, which is probably the greates chastity cage I ever had. I was told that today would probably be my release day, so I was very looking forward to today's evening.

So, my wife woke up horny this morning and ordered me to satisfy her. I fully undressed myself (I am supposed to do so while taking care of her) and went to massage her clit through her pants with my hand. Her moaning made me incredibly horny already and I could feel my dick painfully getting hard in the cage. She came after two or three minutes and her orgasm made my dick pulse like crazy. I could feel the built up pressure and horniness in my dick.

After I was done, she turned to me, smiled, told me that I would have a wonderful evening with her and to look forward to what would come. In a random act of kindness/humiliation, she lightly grabbed my balls to "check how full they are".

This slight touch was too much for me. I could feel my semi-hard cock twitch like crazy in its cage and I started moaning. My wife immediately withdrew her hand but it was too late. After a massive hangtime of 30-40 seconds and heavy moaning, a little amount of cum started to flow out of my dick until it erupted, shooting about 10-12 ropes of cum while twitching like crazy. I came all over my belly, my legs and even covered my own face in my cum. My wife was just staring in a mix of amusement and hypnosis. Not the slightest touch, no further stimulation, it was a completely ruined/abandoned orgasm just from a light touch on my balls.

It was so humiliating and hot at the same time. I tried to clean myself with a few paper towels but ultimately had to take a shower, since there was cum everywhere.

I am still extremely horny, but I am afraid what's going to happen to my promised release. The last time I came without permissions, I was a week ago, where I earned to 1-week-lockup punishment. Let's see what will happen this evening ...

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u/lockedrocketlove — 2 months ago

Begging to be locked up in the nude spa

One of the hottest and most evil things my wife ever did to me happened last year. I was locked up and ignored for about a whole week. The only kind of sexual interaction I got was giving her a foot rub from time to time and being allowed to lick her once to an amazing orgasm. She let me know that she had something planned for the upcoming Sunday and so I was hornily looking forward to this day.

On the respective Sunday, she woke me very early to let me know that we would be spending the day together at a spa. It's very common in Germany that spas are mandatory nude areas. My heart was beating like crazy because I was subconciously afraid that she would keep me locked during our visit and that I might be exposed to other people.

When we arrived, we quickly undressed and put our Bathrobes on. She made no sign of using her key which was hanging between her massive nude boobs. I kept staring at her while she undressed herself and I quickly felt my dick getting hard from the arousal and the 7-day-denial. We packed our bags to head into the spa area, where my next surprise was waiting for me: she had booked one of the spa's three private suites. A fruit basket and a bottle of champagne were waiting for us. There was a huge bed in there and you could even lock the door. I was so looking forward to what would happen next.

She undressed herself again and I was also told to get out of my bathrobe. She laid down on the bed and I was allowed to massage her and eat her out for two more amazing orgasms. After she was relaxed enough and fully satisfied and we had already emptied half of the champagne, she told me to come close since we would go down for sauna and swimming.

I obeyed and she grabbed her key to unlock me. With a huge feeling of relief, I saw her using her key on my locked dick to release my cock from its cage. I asked her to touch me or being allowed to fuck her or to cum but she just laughed and said her sweetest voice: "no baby, sorry to inform you but you won't be cumming at all today". It felt like my whole world collapsed for a few moments. She stood up, grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the door of our private suite.

Then, the actual torture began. A few of the people around us were wearing bathrobes, but most of them were just chilling in the nude on their sunbeds, in the saunas and pools or besides the pools. As I was observing the other guests, I noticed that a lot of young people were there. About 1/3 to 1/2 of the guests were around our age. Something between 20 and 40. Most of the ladies were shaved and there were so many breasts, vaginas and even beautiful dicks around us that it was very hard for me to concentrate on keeping my cool. I could feel the 7-day-denial in my dick with every beat of my heart and I was focusing so hard on not getting an erection. We went to one of the saunas, where I could fortunately cover myself a little with a towel and I just closed my eyes as to not get any futher visual input.

After the sauna, we went to cool down and go for a swim. This was, where my situation got even worse. A lot of young couples and even a group of girls about our age were in the water as well and it was so hard to not constantly feeling aroused and look at them. It was at that exact moment where my wife decided that she wanted some intimacy. She jumped into my arms underwater and wrapped her legs around me. Her pussy was pressing against my belly and her naked boobs were firmly squeezed against my breast. I couldn't control myself anymore and felt my dick getting instantly hard. She smirked at me with an evil grin, caressed my face and quitely told me: "shhh, behave babe ... or I will start making out with you to give you someting to really get hard about".

I quickly move both of used into one of the air bubble zones, hoping that the stirred up water would cover my raging erection. My wife understood it as an invitation to grab my cock and balls with her hand. I let out a quiet and tormented moan, begging her to stop. She looked my deeply in the eyes and said: "You just need to ask for it, babe. You know, there is one whish I will always grant you right away.", while she was squeezing my swollen balls. I quickly mumbled: "Please my queen, I want to be locked back up again." She smiled, immediately released my balls from her hand, pushed herself off from me and went for a swim. It took a few more minutes until my erection finally completely vanished. We left the pool and headed back to our suite, where I was instantly locked back up again.

This was, how we basically spent the rest of the day in the spa. I was allowed to give her massages, play with her feet, eat her out and finger her as often as I wanted. She had so many orgasms this Sunday, while I wasn't allowed to cum at all. After each round of sauna and swimming, she made me beg for being relocked again to prevent me from exposing my erection and my shame to any other guests.

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u/lockedrocketlove — 2 months ago