u/mindlessLibra

I often say I hate men, this only started happening around 2021. Right around when I started having my heart broken, and men lie to me constantly. One would eat me out, always be down to go out dancing, I did a 4 some with. I was trying to be the cool chill sex positive girl, in a way a more modern but stock feminist. Mix in being a black woman with albinism (many assume I'm mixed) i know I'm desirable to a fault. Anyway he eventually cheated on and abandoned me. I got therapy for the first time.

Had a few more relationships but it ultimately forced me to feel little respect for men, especially white men with all thier privileges. Too many if my exes lied about voting against Kamala. After she lost, I just didn't like having a dick in me or feeling tied down in a relationship. I don't need a man. Tried to get a man to build my kitchen island but he bailed 🤣

But deep down I do....still want a man to take complete control over my orgasms. Not fuck me, which i haven't fucked a man in a year because I find penetrative sex painful and inherently misogynistic. It's like I want to turn my brain off after a long day and just turn into his little doll. No choice in the matter, just reacting to the touching, grabbing, licking biting, sucking etc on my exposed body. And feeling like a prized possession for a white man. I truly feel y'all owe me reparations through orgasms but also other tangible aspects. Giving you control is actually liberation for me...in denial

This is getting long, but i also have a long history of watching porn for hours a day, at first rough but now mostly pussy eating and erotica that has

But i hold back. I haven't allowed myself to be part of the problem. But maybe someone will hyperfocus on me and my identity one day and make me break. I love having philosophical conversations. Learning something. But I doubt a man can teach me anything.

(Ooc: no slurs)

still looking

Kink is a performance and a connection. Two minds coming together to build a world of fantasies, feelings and emotion.

I want to be analyzed, examined and picked apart. My mind is imaginative but anxious; a deep thinker burdened with seeing how fucked up this world is. I am looking to use bdsm and impact for supplemental ADHD treatment lol

I'm looking for domination and discipline thats sensual, intimate and intense. My main focus is receiving spankings, forced orgasms and really leaning into some improv and play. I'm not really looking for sex beyond teasing, and orgasms. Spanking and impact is what I'm after. Imagine me fully naked (profile) you in a suit, sleeves rolled up.

A part of the no sex aspect is that I get cold sores (hsv1) every other year (if you ever have, it's an extra match). But I am negative for everything else as of 5/09​

I also am pansexual and not into penis in vagina sex unless for a few minutes. I also want to possibly get my tunes removed one day.

Kinks: spanking, degradation, praise, nipple sucking/torture, power play, impact play, vibrators, edging, slapping, ear kissing, daddy/lg

Limits: scat, cum/swallowing, piv, blood/scars

When I say psychology, that is something we could build together. I like someone to come to conversations with analyzing why we do what we do. I do this with my friends often. I'd love to analyze why i'm into what i'm into and why it attracts you. Discover new things together. Form new kinky ideas.

An element to this is I'd share my trauma. For now, the gist is I've always been into kinky sexual fantasies and online chats, was homeschooled and Christian, and now have a very complicated relationship with sex. Been indulging in every pleasure imaginable because it's a rare time to be alive as a woman, completely free. And I want to give a little of that control up for an intellectual man to discipline me. What's going on up there? Come see.

You are ideally in the Chicago area but if the connection is there, open to you traveling

You're not a trump supporter, you enjoy talking about and analyzing race, deconstructing Christianity, and respect black women

You're a professional and can relate to my corporate job and frustrations

Send me

- age

- sign (just a funny little thing cus of my username)

- location

- why this stood out you

- one thing you want to know about me

- ready to send a picture right after

I'm not looking to jump into this, but phone calls will be part of vetting and the build up. Test results within a month if fluids/blowjob is involved

You want to abuse me? I a corporate success, formerly homeschooled and religious. Now I have adhd, anxiety, and an online sex addiction. Well, always had that.

Into pussy slapping, voice notes, world building, my cunnie being eaten 💦 degradation and praise, kidnapping me. regression

Not into sharing pictures, gore, pregnancy, minors​

I can't stop edging, I even went on a walk and couldn't stop thinking of icky stuff. now gonna get super high and wait for you to hurt my cunt ddy 🖤

I wear glasses, without them it's like I'm blind 🥹 super helpless but I have a mouth on me. I've been described as addictive trouble

Pussy slapping, day to day life, praise and doing anything to turn my brain off is what I want from you. Fear counts.

praise me for being an ambitious young lady and how you'll break me

Limits: pregnancy, gore, any illegal media, minors, non human.

I like to feel pain and degraded while also praised for how much I deal with working all the time. You'd obsess over me, kidnap me...I was homeschooled and religious

Always dreamed of a daddy that beats and abuses me while also focusing on my pussy and making me cum.

Love cnc, pussy slapping and being scared. Dd/lg for sure!!

Limits are gore, pregnancy, actual illegal stuff or minors, non human

Let me be your outlet for your most depraved daddy casual rp or build a fantasy of just us together and why i am this traumatized. Must be into hurting me but also making me orgasm over and over...I squirt soo much. I'm a delicate little thing that you're going to wreck. Former church girl

Please PLEASE slap my pussy, feel all over my soft body, nibble my nipples. Yours forever. Degrade me and also be super interested in me and my past

Limits are pregnancy, gore, illegal images, minors and scat​

Got waaay too high and my pussy just wants to edge.

My trauma is all online, at least started that way. I've possibly chatted with over 500 men. Kinks on my profile

I tell myself this is the last time I search for abuse. My ADHD and corporate burnout has me edging, dripping to forced orgasm fantasies to cope.

High priority to daddy, former Christians, therapists and me being in pain getting you off.

Limits: scat, anything illegal, pregnancy/breeding

This is extremely specific and unique. I'm not judging you if you're here for a quick fix, I've been there. But I'm looking for depth and depravity.

I often feel like a walking contradiction. I will be slightly vague, you'll have to inquire for more.

I'm a black woman that doesn't really fit into my race or community due to my physical appearance. This has made me hyper observant about how people treat me, especially men. I am a high achieving corporate type, tho I am burnout. Neurodivergent and sensory seeking, so obviously I am drawn to impact play but also raves for dancing and the lights. Love to dress up in streewear mixed with sexy, express myself with my unique locs and I wear glasses that are kinda my personality. I am pansexual and sort of asexual; i don't desire penetration unless I have cum several times or my more darker kinks are being done. It hurts after a few minutes and this has been a sorce of strife in past relationships. I crave sensuality and the mind stimulation more than regular 'sex' for procreation. I am childfree.

Though I am 100% progressive, care about black lives, like my freedom as a woman in real life and vote accordingly, I have always had a shadow curiosity for being degraded beyond just my body, and forced or overwhelmed with pleasure. I know I'm attractive, small enough to throw around, soft, fit but curvy, perky etc. What i want is my mind to be degraded in a sense. My intelligence being eroticized. Being observed and psychoanalyzed turns me on because it's reaching a depth barely anyone has been able to handle. Most men recognize I'm different and layered but don't match my values enough to really dig into how I think and my sensual erotic proclivities. Or they aren't afraid to talk about race, the history of the US and feminism, but they aren't into kink the way I am.

Also part of this is stress relief. Mostly for my anxiety and overthinking, but also could be for you. If you get pleasure from seeing someone in pleasure even if that includes being mean to make me cum...

Vanilla interests: art and design, sci fi, fashion, tech, house music, 420, dancing, yoga, crafting, tv shows over movies, interior design, thrifting, Kareoke, writing + reading, liberal/leftist politics, deep talks

I'm a switch but primarily looking for another switch or dominant. I am very sweet and vulnerable for the right mix of a man that's attentive and cruel. The attentiveness makes the pain and pleasure even better. I do have a sexual past and current casual partners, but will to be monogamous after getting close. I don't do well with jealous types of my past.

Kinks: forced orgasms, sensual messages, impact play, nipple play, spankings, labia sucking, light biting, degradation (specific words), slapping, roleplay, consensual nc, raceplay in a way (no slurs)

Aftercare and cuddling are a must obviously. Also post sex debrief.

Limits: scat, blood, non human, pregnancy/breeding

I don't expect to find this easily. But here's the qualities you need to have to capture me:

- white or white passing is essential due to my appearance and how I'm perceived

- taller than 5' 11'', full head of hair, fit

- enjoy asking questions and diving into deep topics about how I view the world

- voted for KH last election

- understand the complexities and layered history of this country when I comes to black women with white men, or eager to learn

- into phone calls to start and eventually meet up

- Sagittarius or Gemini (OPTIONAL - because my long term best friend is one so I truly believe this is an special pairing)

• a professional / have a career of some sort that gives you a comfortable lifestyle to match mine

If this is up, I'm looking. Send me:

- age, location in city (I'm andersonville)

- any experience with forced orgasms (not necessary, but must be will to do this often)

- why I appeal to you and what you want to know

- bonus points for a picture (imgur) or voice note

I'm ADHD so sorry in advance for slow replies, but I do enjoy calls.

What do i bring? Well if it wasn't obvious my mind, the ability to speak on deeper topics, logic with spiritual. I'm also kinda funny, sarcastic. I bring beauty to a space. And like I said...I'm attractive to most, just different.

Into groping, forced oral, cnc and being beat up while also loved by you, daddy! Tell me I'm a worthless stupid whore. I'm addicted to attention and my pussy.

Limits: pregnancy, imagines, minors, non human

I'm tired of pretending I don't absolutely melt at my pussy lips being sucked. No one does it for long enough. My two folds just dripping from getting my clit sucked, also something I'm looking for.

I want you to examine my pussy and lick, suck and rub every part. Plus, toys!! pussy slapping also...

Me: 5ft 5in, D breasts w pink perky nipples, my bush is trimmed, slim curvy from yoga, told I have youthful face.

I'm not automatically submissive unless in roleplay: really looking for someone over 30 to do teacher/student, dd/lg etc. Must be creative and into dirty talk. The mental aspect of the muffdive is equally important and I won't move forward with anyone who can't meet that.

If you consider yourself attractive, confident and creative, please reach out, tell me WHICH roleplay you want and I'll start vetting.