u/remarkeaster

i know i must sleep very soon, but i also know that i will not stop until sun goes up. bad night waiting for me

again, all night long, i didnt even stop for a second. and i wake up in a couple hours. one more night to fail. at least working from home today

again, all night long, i didnt even stop for a second. and i need to wake up in a couple hours. one more night to fail

i am a 39 years old Turkish man living in Istanbul. engineer by profession who also has intellectual side. I am not single, and if it is a deal breaker for you, you have been warned.

I am looking for mental connection first. i really enjoy deep conversations, mostly about psychology, i am into talking about traumas and mental issues too. I am looking for a sub first for online and then in person (if possible). similar time zone would be perfect for that. I am fine with any nationalities, including being Turkish, which is also very good if you live in (or close to) Istanbul.

- I am strict but caring
- first mental connection and then sexual talk.
- we will talk about kinks, but it is not a must to be compatible to all.
- i expect you to be obedient but i am not against brat taming time to time.
- a verification (non-sexual) i will be demanding not long after our communication.
- long term, no ghosting (this is really important, and don't bother me for one night only)
- age gap or similar ages are both perfectly fine.

you can be curious or experienced, i have no preference among them, i value honest connection.

I have a childhood trauma (nothing sexual, no abuse), and i have hypersexuality, anxiety, depression and OCD.

i am married to my long term girlfriend. in total we have been together for 15 years. in years, due to my hypersexuality, i became so kinky. she knows some of them but not all, of course. she is pretty vanilla, so we still have sex, but never enough for me. in the last few years i started talking to women online, to meet some women with matching kinks. and 1-2 times in a year, i meet in person too. that's my only relief. i dont feel guilty due to cheating. in fact, as i feel satisfied, i can even have better daily life.

despite hypersexuality, i am a successful engineer. so try to do my best for my daily life.

people here from conservative countries, do you think it is harder to deal with it in that life style? or it doesn't change anything much?

I have a childhood trauma (nothing sexual, no abuse), and i have hypersexuality, anxiety, depression and OCD.

i am married to my long term girlfriend. in total we have been together for 15 years. in years, due to my hypersexuality, i became so kinky. she knows some of them but not all, of course. she is pretty vanilla, so we still have sex, but never enough for me. in the last few years i started talking to women online, to meet some women with matching kinks. and 1-2 times in a year, i meet in person too. that's my only relief. i dont feel guilty due to cheating. in fact, as i feel satisfied, i can even have better daily life.

despite hypersexuality, i am a successful engineer. so try to do my best for my daily life.