u/yeetem123

Im f 44 my marriage was something I was always proud of because of how loving my husband is to me and he is a great role model to the two kids we have. My work requires me to travel often and for the past 10 years i have been cheating on these trips. I feel ashamed and guilty every time I’m back home but in the moments it’s like I’m a whole new person. My second child that I have had is not my husband’s and this guilt has been eating me alive. Idk if I should just quit my job and find something that doesn’t not require me to travel so i dont get these nasty sexual urges.