41 [M4F] #DC - existentialist teacher seeks greater depth

I love my wife. I love talking to her, being close to her, and, yes, fucking her. But the depressed, ADHD obsessive in me has always been screaming at me, demanding to know if I am truly content with my life.

Is this it? I do romanticize relationships, yes, but I dream of finding the person with whom conversation flows effortlessly, with whom I share the same interests to an odd extent, and with whom our sex life overflows with satisfied fulfillment.

Am I kidding myself, or does that (do you) exist?

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u/AmissusAnimus — 3 months ago

41M - married teacher with sexually incompatible wife. I love her and I have a good life, but I still feel the primal urge to breed.

Again, married but sexually incompatible with my wife. When we do have sex, I fantasize to the idea of breeding women other than her. I haven’t cheated yet, but, I must admit, I am so, so tempted. She goes out of town for work often, so I would have the possible opportunity to find someone who desires my seed as much as I want to deposit it.

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u/AmissusAnimus — 3 months ago