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I go to regular rehearsals at a dance studio and he had them sent to an Amazon locker nearby; the retrieval felt a bit like a scavenger hunt and added an extra layer of fun. Of course the iPad is dreamy, but he also included some specific self-care and wellness items that were really meaningful to Me.

I will say straight out that I love having a thoughtful, considerate and generous sub. It makes all the difference. He's currently sending to Me each week to donate to the charity of My choice, and it's an amazing feeling to receive what I deserve while still paying it forward.

There are plenty reasons and ways beyond sends and spoils that My sub inspires My dominance, but I can't deny that gifts like these inspire Me to keep showing up. I remember his first $10 silent send to Me, and now look where W/we are!

There's beauty in loyalty. There's delight in devotion. Both are incredibly rare in this space, which makes Me all the more appreciative. Here's to long-term dynamics, and the great submissives who make them worthwhile. ♥︎

I don’t mind lurkers having empty profiles, but I do mind them following me with zero interaction. No upvotes and/or comments at all gives monitoring spirit…and that? I do not fuck with. I’m highly energetically sensitive, and part of why I gave myself a break from Reddit is because I can literally feel people just…watching…so I honestly stopped posting here for a while.

I’ve been back interacting for the last week and it’s triggering me all over again. Followers and views steadily climbing, with zero interaction…I know for some it’s not that* *big of a deal. “No one owes you anything” and so on, and so forth…sure. For you. But for me, without interaction on the posts on my profile, I’m simply uncomfortable posting there. I don’t like just being watched without reciprocation, and I’m a BIG brat about it.

If I could make my profile private, I would in a heartbeat. If I could make it so people have to request to follow me, I would! But for now, I’d rather not continue giving free energy. It feels devaluing, whereas on X, Instagram, and other sites, the appreciation for my energy and expression is tangible.

This is why I usually just make random thought-posts like these to community subreddits, and keep to engaging in the comments; I’m getting more and more comfortable with just allowing Reddit to be for socializing. ✨

This photo was one of the last things I posted to X before I temporarily deactivated My account. It went full-on viral, breaking containment completely and most heavily circulated by the vanilla crowd.

I first entered the findom space through Reddit and found the body- and sensuality-shaming—most perpetuated by fellow Dommes—to be really overwhelming, so I immediately quelled My expression here. I come from the fine art world, where womens’ bodies are literally regarded as art; I spend a good chunk of My vanilla time in studios and ateliers with men who show nothing but the utmost care and respect for Me and My vessel. Nothing about our work is sexual in nature. I am not gooner fuel before them—I am blood and bone, muscles, connective tissues, shapes and planes…an utter masterpiece and a medium for the Beauty and Truth they’re in steady pursuit of.

Upon reflection, it’s all to evident why a photo like the above would not be received in the sex worker space—and especially findom, where feet pics, censored photos, and pixels reign supreme. Many images here are tailored to subs. Mine, with My back turned, least of all days: this is not for you. And that’s exactly why I think it went viral with vanilla men. I think outside of sexualized spaces, it’s a relief to not be catered to. I believe more men crave this flavor of expression than we might realize. This image clearly inspired thoughts of women as ART; reminders of how beautifully and wonderfully we are made.

It’s not fair or sensical of Me to bring this energy to a sexually-charged community and expect the same reception. My aim is to show the body de-sexualized. Is it sensual? Yes. Erotic? Perhaps. But innocent nonetheless. Nudity does not equate to sex in My world. My subs have more respect for Me when I share Myself in this way, liberated, self-aware, vulnerable, free, expressive, transcendent.

Do you know the power of controlling a room full of men while completely silent, completely still, and completely nude? There’s nothing like changing a pose and hearing pages turn, seeing pencils and paint flying, brows furrowed, sweat dripping, and grunts of frustration in pure, passionate pursuit.

For now, I share My images with subs, who cherish them. Someone brought it to My attention that the X algorithm treats photos differently depending on how they are taken. Someone can post a photo of their feet and it will be suppressed, while I post this and gain a ton of engagement, new followers, and even a few sends.

I don’t think it’s a coincidence. I do think there’s a portion of the population that craves to see and feel women as beauty and art, men especially. I’m thinking further on this little phenomenon and how I might be a bit bolder and braver in sharing My authentic self, even in a space that seems to look down on those of Us who express it in this way.

I’m sure this post sounds a bit resentful, and that’s because I’m a bit resentful lol. Still, I’m committed to working through this and arriving at the place where I feel free and comfortable to post My photos My way.

I saw this on Pinterest and was super intrigued! I added it to My Throne since they have a partnership, and maybe 30 minutes after I posted the link to My Twitter someone silent sent for it! 🥹

They have various combinations of items you can have sent along with your bouquet of flowers, like flowers + candy, flowers + cookies, flowers + coffee (!!!), etc., or you can just order the bouquet on its own.

I obviously opted for the flowers + pasta send! And yes, it’s literally called “The Pasta Send” on the website—almost too perfect for FinDom (it’s like they know!). My package arrived with the flowers (flower food included) a bag of organic, hand-crafted pasta, and this fancy olive oil; the checkered paper that the bouquet is wrapped in came with a pasta recipe on it.

All in all this was a delight to unbox!

I’m curious, is this something you’d order?

>!Has anyone else seen this movie? If so I’d love to discuss!!<

I’ve taken a break from Reddit to delight in the portals where the real finsubs play 😜 I’m getting saucy tweets off, driving good boys crazy with pics waaay hotter than this one, teasing tantalizing voice messages 🎙️🫦 and fucking throats irl with My perfect feet. Pretty much, I’m the hottest Domme you never did see 😏. Wanna dip your toe into My world? ask Me how  **↷**𓂋⋆˚

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This past Friday was my birthday, and I have been celebrating with a wonderful weekend-long itinerary that included a visit to one of my favorite places in the world yesterday.

I am a huge fan of doing birthdays up. I’ve taken myself to the desert, enjoyed local staycations, flown one-way to Italy solo, and last year went to Disneyland, where I shamelessly delighted in every “Happy birthday” a park employee bestowed upon me when seeing my birthday button.

For all the awesome birthday celebrations I’ve had, this was by far the greatest one. Several milestones were reached on the day itself, including debuting my first solo performance art piece and finally, officially owning my sub after nine months of our dynamic (more on this later 😊).

After a year of intense trials, all I wanted to do yesterday was take some nice mushrooms, enjoy the woodlands, meadows, and gardens with my best friends, and feel grateful for and proud of my successes—missions most definitely accomplished!

Today, I’m reflecting more deeply on my findom journey and the major role Dominance has played in my development as a woman, artist, and mystic over the last year. I am better for the lessons I have garnered through my dynamics and look forward to continued growth and expansion in this space.

Until then, I’m off to conclude my weekend with dinner at the restaurant I’ve been wanting to get into for a year now! 😋

Wishing everyone here a lovely Sunday night and a wonderful start to June! ❤︎

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Both from my new sub. I’m most excited for the art print and the cloud socks 😍 Now I’m ready for new energy and a fresh aesthetic. ✨

Resistance is futile. Weaken for My Ass today 🤤🤤🤤🤤

This is the greatest pleasure you will ever know
I bet you feel it now
With every word I type
Your control slipping
Your heart racing
Your breath quickening
This is how it starts

I bet you can feel it in your stomach

I bet you're adjusting yourself as you read
You're wondering where this is headed
Yet you already know

You know you're going to lose to My perfect, Goddess Ass, don't you?