u/ja1980austin

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more. Any direction or experience would be welcomed.

Baptist Pastor here. Have my first sex toy and looking to explore on camera a bit. Anyone have direction? 20 years in ministry and this feels like a safer out than pursuing some church wife in person. I grew up on the true love waits campaign and have always felt like I have making up for lost time to do. I’m straight and giving myself permission to be my sexual self for the first time ever. I’d love to find an open community or group or individuals that may have further interest in exploring more.

I’m a pastor and professor. I grew up super conservative. Did the whole true love waits thing and totally blew many a meaningful human connections in my quest to “wait until marriage”. I find myself somewhere between enjoying the beauty of humanity and growing weary of the church and its hypocrisy after working there for years.

Sexually, It has taken years but I find myself in a super positive and healthy place, willing to explore more for the first time. A feel a burning regret for missing out on so much and looking to connect with someone in the same circles. Maybe makeup for so many missed moments.

I’m an open book as well if you want to know anything.