The confession - part 2 [cuckolds perspective]
My mind had been racing all day with thoughts of what could happen next, the best and worst case scenarios. My mind was still drifting as I heard Sophie’s keys in the door, then the click of her heels on the wooden floor as she walked through the hallway and into the kitchen, where I was preparing dinner.
I expected her to be angry but the expression on her face was one of pity.
‘I’m so sorry’ I said desperately.
She came towards me and put her hand on my arm.
‘It’s ok’ she said reassuringly ‘I know you didn’t mean to upset me, and I probably overreacted a lot bit. It was just a bit of a shock. I didn’t know you were into anything like that.’
I looked at the ground ‘it’s just a fantasy…. I wouldn’t expect you to do it or anything.’
‘Wellll actually….’ She paused, a smile forming on her face. ‘I was speaking to Claire about it today…’
A knot began to form in my stomach…. She’d shared this with Claire, her friend, who never seemed to like me.
‘….. and she’s heard about this kind of thing before. She said it’s quite common and she wasn’t surprised that you were into it.’ She giggled.
I was annoyed that she’d shared it so openly with Claire (who was known to be a bit of a gossip) but I also found it incredibly hot.
She continued. ‘She told me how some guys were naturally more “alpha” types and some were “beta”. She said she knew you were a “beta” type, caring, loving, but not dominant or masterful.’
I couldn’t believe how accurately Claire’s analysis was, as I’d only met her a couple of times. But then I realised that Sophie must have told her about me. The good points and the bad.
I tried to respond.
‘I do really care about you!’ I said, conscious of how desperate I sounded.
‘Awww’ Sophie responded ‘I know you do hunny… Claire explained that you’re probably just trying to make me happy by allowing me to getting that “alpha” treatment that you struggle with… Is that right?’
‘Absolutely…’ I said, realising how pathetic I sounded ‘your pleasure is what turns me on.’
She smiled ‘okay, well Claire said she’d help us…’
I could feel my cock harden. She continued.
‘She’s been back on the dating scene recently and she said there are a lot of “alpha” types out there… She thought it would be fun if she set me up with an “alpha” guy and we go on a double date.’
‘That sounds great!’ I said excitedly. She looked down at my stiff cock and chuckled. Then she placed her hand over my crotch and started gently stroking.
‘Well you’re definitely reacting as Claire said you would..’ she said teasingly. Continuing to stoke ‘… you like the thought of a couple of big “alpha” men taking me and Claire out for dinner?’
‘Yes’ I gasped… My horny thoughts has been brewing all day and I felt close to cumming as she stroked harder.
‘You know Claire only dates black guys’ she teased. ‘You’re ok with that too… a big, strong black man taking me out on a date?’
‘Yes….’ I stammered ‘That’s so hot!’
I was breathing heavy and felt the cum release in my boxers… Sophie pulled her hand away and held it up… looking at her moist hand then at me.
‘Well that didn’t last very long!’ She laughed, breaking character. ‘I was enjoying that.’ She smiled.
I flushed with embarrassment. ‘I’m sorry. It’s… just… that was so hot….. I really enjoyed it.’
‘I can see’ she said, raising her eyebrows. ‘I’m sure you’ll enjoy it even more when I go out on a date.’
I tried to smile back ‘oh… I thought… that was…. Just…. Roleplay?’ I said unsure.
‘Oh no, that’s happening!’ She laughed ‘Claire is really excited and isn’t gonna let it go… she loves being “matchmaking” and says she’s really good at it.’
‘Are you excited about it?’ I said sheepishly.
She paused in mock thought ‘yeah, I suppose I am…’ she said teasingly ‘…. I’ve never been on a date with a BIG, STRONG, black man before.’ She emphasised the last part and chuckled.
I felt myself getting hard again. She leaned in and gave me a peck on the lips.
‘Now, joking aside I need to wash my hair.’ She smiled and headed upstairs. I stood alone in the kitchen. My head buzzing with a mixture of nerves, excitement, embarrassment, and sheer lust.
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Sophie washed her hair and we ate dinner together. The conversation went back to more mundane topics, but at the back of my mind I couldn’t stop thinking about this date.
Sophie was right, Claire wouldn’t let this go, so there was a very real possibility that it could actually happen.
Any uncertainty was removed later that night, as we lay in bed together, Me reading, Sophie watching videos on her phone, with her headphones on. I heard her phone buzz, she giggled and began typing furiously.
‘Oh…my… god!’ She said giggling, taking out her headphones ‘Claire’s just messaged me about this date.’
My stomach churned as I knew what was coming but I still tried to act casual.
‘Oh yeah… what did she say?’ I kept my eyes on my books pretending to read.
‘She says she’s found the perfect guy… The friend of the guy she was out with last night.’ She continued typing and her phone buzzed with responses.
‘Wow she doesn’t hang around.’ I faked laugher, trying to act calm, but I felt excitement surge through me. ‘Did she say anything about him?’
‘All she says is that she knows hes perfect’ She responded remained fixed to her phone in text conversation with Claire. ‘That he’s a proper “alpha” and really good looking.’
My cock stiffened.
She turned looked at me nervously ‘are you SURE you’re up for this?’ She look concerned ‘because… she’s really gonna set this up if you want it?’
I looked at her and knew that this was probably going to be my last chance at ending this without consequence… The keep it as ‘fantasy’ forever, or to live it for real… in those few seconds all of the outcomes flashed before me; the risks, the rewards, the reality.
I looked into her eyes ‘I do want it, but only if you do too… I wouldn’t want you to do it if you don’t want to…. do you want to ?’
She paused, flushed, and gave a nervous smile ‘yeah I think it could be fun.’
I smiled back ‘let’s do it!’
‘Ok’ she responded excitedly and her attention went back to her phone… she typed away and the responses buzzed back.
After a while of pretending to read I rolled over and pretended to sleep… Sophie put her phone away and laid back shortly afterward… I was facing away from her but could feel movement and knew she was masturbating…. I felt a rush through my body, knowing that my fantasy was going to come true….
But as the old saying goes ‘be careful what you wish for’
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