There's something about a good conversation...
One that starts off so normal. Chatty. Good vibes. Talking about all the mundane things. And then slowly it devolves into teasing, the kind that makes you a little nervous. Where you think, "Oh... she's a little different." But you stay because you like it. The conversation.
Conversation that seems to press all the right buttons. Before you know it you're sweating, body hot, fidgeting, wondering how you got there but still not wanting to leave. Only wanting more.
More and more and more, because you're greedy and now the pull to stay feels like a need, a compulsion instead of just a want. You wanted to be taken apart, slowly, inconspicuously until there was no choice left but to look at the mess you've become.
So you look. And then you worship for privilege of the sight. With your words, your actions, your wallet. You know you're caught.
Ever certain that there's no other place you'd rather be.