I've been pf for a long time, in a relationship which is flr. I enjoy it and not caged but she decides if I am allowed hand relief by myself not something she does for me.
She doesn't want piv sex at all and I've known that since starting in our relationship
Me and my ex broke up a few years ago after she cheated. Anyway met up again, she had a kid by the guy they had broke up and we started dating.
Well she cheats again different guy and gets pregnant, I agree I'll stay and find the cuck idea a huge turn on. She knows this and helps me cum by hand saying I'm a good cuck raising his kid.
I've been her beta for some time since my last relationship ended and as it's evolved become utterly submissive to her.
Literally her servant, doing her housework, getting anything she needs, kneeling there begging to serve her and worse. I've actually pledged not to date anyone else and remain pussy free for her. She occasionally lets me engage in masturbation as she watches me on my knees and I thank her for the privilege.
The other week it went a bit further as I dressed up to do my chores as she wanted me in a maids outfit, I knelt there begged to do her housework and I was rock hard.
Wife decided that she did not want sex, saw no reason for it and announced it wasn't happening any more. No discussion allowed and she would occasionally at first allow a helping hand for my release.
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Where the big change took place was we were at her mother's place one day and she mentioned that to her mother. Her mother is a large lady and never believed her daughter should marry me.
I went red and her mother says that's for the best and looks at me saying that as I'm not in full role of a husband I should not pester my wife.
They carried on talking whilst I sat there embarrassed and her mother said there was no need for her to even help me by hand that I should ask permission to do that and then preform solo. Which they found amusing and as embarrassing as it was I found myself getting erect.
Wife explained I was pussy free for last year and came quickly and her mother laughed and she said I should step up in other ways and do more housework.
She also noticed I was hard the bulge in my trousers was noticeable and announced that. Well she pointed out if I was erect I could keep busy and got me to do housework for her as they sat around.
There's more but I'll add again
Met an older lady who literally took charge and I liked it. Found myself waiting on her and had a full erection as she made it clear that I'm in the friend zone and not a sexual partner.
I've seen her a few times and ended up doing housework for her, she likes that I've agreed not to date anyone else and remain pussy free for her.
I've masturbated for her and cum quickly for her amusement.
No sex or prospect of, no intimacy in any way. She sees me as a friend who runs around for her and knows my feelings.
She's aware I get turned on doing things for her and is happy I am not dating and exclusive for her to control.
Knew I wanted to be her beta for ages, she made it clear I wasn't partner material but enjoyed our friendship and me doing things for her.
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Joked about me being pussy free and was amused that I got an erection. I've pledged myself to her and she likes that I'm focused on her needs.
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Has told me to hold back when she knows I'm aroused and not to masturbate, again I've agreed not to unless she gives me permission.
Ashamed at how much I enjoy this.
I and my ex agreed to separate a few years ago, she moved away and has settled down with a new man since then.
Me I stayed in touch with her mother who frequented the bar I drank in and took a pleasure in pointing out how she deserved better than me.
Well one day she was there and I'm sat by her ended up agreeing with her, buying her drinks and she said I bet you still masturbate thinking about her. Blushing I admitted I did and agreed when she called me a loser.
Well I ended up going to her house one afternoon and waiting on her, doing housework for her as she ordered me around and giving her a foot massage. Embarrassed I also had an erection something she noticed in my jeans.
She says as I've an erection why don't I undress so she can have a look at it. I did embarrassed undressing for this plump middle aged lady and after she passes me a tissue even mastibated my self off for her amusement.
The frustration is real, my ex went BBC. I went from having sex to none. She made it clear that he's bigger, much much bigger and has much more stamina etcetera.
Anyway I started masturbation along BBC porn and thinking about my ex who's now happily in a long term relationship.
Well I meet up with one of her friends who is also into BBC and she has a few white boi friends and jokes about setting me up with one so we can get some white boi release together and remain pussy free.
Well I was embarrassed and also got an instant erection, especially as she said she'd like to watch me and this other boi jerk off together.
Well I met him first he was very fem and we headed to hers for some drinks and he sat by me and soon had my penis out and we started playing as she watched giggling at us frustrated bois having to please each other.
We both cum quickly and since then it's happened a few more times.
I'd broken up with my ex, went out and met up in a bar with an old friend who I hadn't seen in ages. Few drinks were had and we ended up back at his place.
He suggests we head up to the bedroom and I knew then it was going to happen, I'd never touched a man before and was nervous.
Get in his room and I can see him looking at the bulge in my trousers and he says I should get undressed.
Well I had my trousers off in seconds and he watches as I remove the rest of my clothes. I lay back and he strips and puts his hand on my cock and starts masturbation.
I touch him and we did that for a few minutes then he says for me to roll over and mounts me from behind. I gasped as he went in and laid there his hands on my shoulders fucking me like I'm a girl. I orgasmed several times before he emptied in me.
Seeing an older dominant lady, she's taken charge and I love it. Wear a cage for her, kneel embarrassed my cock straining in the cage unable to cum or wank off when I want.
I'm led around, she laughs at my embarrassment and puts me to work doing housework like I'm her maid. She doesn't want sex and decided that no sex for me as well.
Love doing things for her, happy in the friend zone and she's asked that as we're friends she wants me to focus on her needs and not date. I agreed and she giggled saying I could masterbate alone for her, something I do.
Anyway she was asking what I'd do for her and of course I said anything, she paused and said she wanted me to meet up with her and her mother. Now I don't get on with her at all and agreed and says she wants me to apologise to her mother when we meet up. We did argue a lot and I could feel myself getting embarrassed.
Well I went to hers and her mother hasarrived anyway my ex says I've something to say and I'm sat there apologising looking at my ex for approval and her mother is loving it. Worst of all I find I've gotten an erection.
He gets sex and I'm there straining
In a relationship, pf as she has no interest in me being inside her. No one else and my sex life reduced to masturbation by hand, she helps more to get it over with than anything else.
Been a few years since we last had sex and one of her friends who's aware joked about chastity and wife was saying that would be perfect.
Enjoying friendship with an older lady, I made her coffee this one day and brought it in and knelt presenting it to her. She said that she enjoyed me doing that and I had an erection.
That become a regular thing and she I noticed started asking for me to do more for her, I agreed doing housework and such like.
Well we are sat watching TV and she asks me if I get turned on doing chores for her, I nod a bit embarrassed and she says she thinks it would be fun if I asked if I could serve her.
So I end up on my knees and start to ask and she then says she wants me to do it properly, tells me to undress and I can give her a foot massage as well.
So I'm sat there and pledged myself to belong to her with an erection as I massaged her feet.
She enjoyed it as did I being erect and had me sit by her and suggested I masturbate myself and she only wants me to cum when I am seeing her by hand. I did that and had one of the most intense orgasms ever
It's so difficult being a beta white boi. I was married wife left for BBC lover and I know I lack the size and stamina for sex with a lady.
Recently met up with my ex's mother, she is pro BBC and knows why my ex left and we become friends. She suggested I become a sissy maid for her and go into chastity and I'll admit the idea aroused me.
She could see I was aroused and asked me to engage in masturbation whilst she watched, she likes seeing a frustrated white boi cum and I did that. Later I knelt an agreed to serve her.
She enjoys good sex and I am now the housemaid serving her. What's worse her mother is aware of my status and approves of it.
No sex or even release for me as I'm in a chastity cage and wife happy to keep me like that. She has a bull to service her a few times a month and I stay at home and keep the house.
To add to my embarrassment her mother is aware of me being a chastity cuckold as well.
Caged I wait on her endlessly eager for release an orgasm that never cums.
In long term chastity, we'd played before but since pregnancy wife no longer wants sex and I agreed to long term chastity.
Uncaged, supervised once a week for cleaning but aside from that no orgasms.