u/bballouttanowhere

It’s heavily implied my gf cheated on me with her old fwb (although I have nothing concrete) and one thing lead to another and she has permission to quietly cuck me with other guys. Me knowing she’s getting it from somewhere else isn’t what’s most emasculating or humbling, it’s how she builds them up.

She’ll show me reels that her guy friends/coworkers send her and tell me how funny they are. Meanwhile, she very rarely laughs at anything I say or send to her and she tells me I’m not funny.

Not only that, some of her guy friends were talking down on me when we first started dating, and she treated it all in good fun. But when I tried to return the favor, she gave me a huge lecture that they didn’t mean anything by it and how I need to let it go and focus on the positive stuff and defends them.

Lastly, I’ll tell her how I hit a new bench record, and she’ll say something like “aww my coworker can easily bench you”

It’s like no matter what it is, her “guy coworkers/friends” are better than me.

It’s heavily implied my gf cheated on me with her old fwb (although I have nothing concrete) and one thing lead to another and she has permission to quietly cuck me with other guys. Me knowing she’s getting it from somewhere else isn’t what’s most emasculating or humbling, it’s how she builds them up.

She’ll show me reels that her guy friends/coworkers send her and tell me how funny they are. Meanwhile, she very rarely laughs at anything I say or send to her and she tells me I’m not funny.

Not only that, some of her guy friends were talking down on me when we first started dating, and she treated it all in good fun. But when I tried to return the favor, she gave me a huge lecture that they didn’t mean anything by it and how I need to let it go and focus on the positive stuff and defends them.

Lastly, I’ll tell her how I hit a new bench record, and she’ll say something like “aww my coworker can easily bench you”

It’s like no matter what it is, her “guy coworkers/friends” are better than me. Anybody else relate to this?

Fantasizing lately about a guy who’s taller, more physically fit, stronger, and a much bigger dick. He allows me to get a few free hits in but he isn’t even phased by it.

He then proceeds to destroy me and roughs me up and then grabs me by the hair and forces me to suck his dick. After that, he forces me into a bear hug and squeezes me in his arms until I pass out. Then he throws me on the bed or floor like a rag doll and then fucks my ass until he finishes deep inside me.

After that, we fall asleep together with me as the little spoon, having been made into his bitch.

My gf had this guy friend who wanted her as a side bitch and would fuck her regularly. He was an enormous toxic asshole and made it clear that he still wanted to fuck my gf (and she made excuses for him saying that he was joking) when we got together.

She was secretly talking to him still behind my back (but cut him off after I found out) and something inside just broke. One thing lead to another and my gf is allowed to quietly sleep around again (although idk if he’s around again).

I say out loud that I hate him, but deep down I’m starting to admire him and the way he fucked my gf and how he was the only person that my gf treated with real respect and consideration. He’s the definition of an asshole, but for some reason I’m beginning to get turned on by him and how my gf just makes all kinds of excuses for him.

My gf had this guy friend who wanted her as a side bitch and would fuck her regularly. He was an enormous toxic asshole and made it clear that he still wanted to fuck my gf (and she made excuses for him saying that he was joking) when we got together. For further context, my gf was a huge slut before she and I met.

She was secretly talking to him still behind my back (but cut him off after I found out) and something inside just broke. When I asked to see her messages with him, they were all deleted; and she’d have one on one meetings with him before she lied about cutting him off. One thing lead to another and my gf is allowed to quietly sleep around again (although idk if he’s around again).

I say out loud that I hate him, but deep down I’m starting to admire him and the way he fucked my gf and how he was the only person that my gf treated with real respect and consideration. He’s the definition of an asshole, but why am I now getting turned on by him, even though my gf most likely cheated on me with him?

My gf had this guy friend who wanted her as a side bitch and would fuck her regularly. He was an enormous toxic asshole and made it clear that he still wanted to fuck my gf (and she made excuses for him saying that he was joking) when we got together. For further context, my gf was a huge slut before she and I met.

She was secretly talking to him still behind my back (but cut him off after I found out) and something inside just broke. When I asked to see her messages with him, they were all deleted; and she’d have one on one meetings with him before she lied about cutting him off. One thing lead to another and my gf is allowed to quietly sleep around again (although idk if he’s around again).

I say out loud that I hate him, but deep down I’m starting to admire him and the way he fucked my gf and how he was the only person that my gf treated with real respect and consideration. He’s the definition of an asshole, but why am I now getting turned on by him, even though my gf most likely cheated on me with him?

My gf had this guy friend who wanted her as a side bitch and would fuck her regularly. He was an enormous toxic asshole and made it clear that he still wanted to fuck my gf (and she made excuses for him saying that he was joking) when we got together.

She was secretly talking to him still behind my back (but cut him off after I found out) and something inside just broke. One thing lead to another and my gf is allowed to quietly sleep around again (although idk if he’s around again).

I say out loud that I hate him, but deep down I’m starting to admire him and the way he fucked my gf and how he was the only person that my gf treated with real respect and consideration. He’s the definition of an asshole, but why am I now getting turned on by him?

After my gf was given a pass to quietly sleep around, we went without sex for close to 3 months, and fairly recently we had sex twice and the last time she has started to get more critical about my performance. We haven’t had sex since then

Before she would say things like I’d fuck her deep and be more into it. But now she went on her phone while I was behind her and said things like “is that really all you have?” It’s like her filter is completely gone.

How common is it for Bulls to hear stuff like this from the hotwife towards the cuck? Do you feel bad for the cuck or does it give you a sense of pride?

Part of the reason why my gf got with me was because she said I didn’t give off toxic masculinity vibes compared to the men she’d fuck regularly.

Now two of my woman friends who previously rejected me are telling me about the men they’re with now, and I just can’t compare with them physically (taller and stronger looking). One is a fireman while the other is in law enforcement and I cant help but think to myself “no wonder you were rejected” and I can’t help but feel further cucked even if it doesn’t quite fit the bill.

Any other betas gone through something similar?

Part of the reason why my gf got with me was because she said I didn’t give off toxic masculinity vibes compared to the men she’d fuck regularly.

Now two of my woman friends who previously rejected me are telling me about the men they’re with now, and I just can’t compare with them physically (taller and stronger looking). One is a fireman while the other is in law enforcement and I cant help but think to myself “no wonder you were rejected” and I can’t help but feel further cucked even if it doesn’t quite fit the bill.

Any other cucks gone through something similar?